Regrets leaving Arizona and dreads going to North Carolina, though she is glad to be wanted. "Mainly I just like to be lazy and listen to my 'voices' and record what they say, calling the result a 'poem.'" Writes of going to SLC so Zan can see an internist, stays at Margaret's in Provo. Says Zan suffered horrid procedures that go in from the mouth or "up yours route". Diagnosed with inflammation of duodenum. Loved being with Margaret and Lael, mentions a long letter from George asking for a loan and she advises that he go on welfare.